Novels by William G. Tedford

 

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33-What Happens When We Die?

Death is a necessary feature of biological organisms, in terms of time and space. In classical terms, the organism is expendable for good reason. It may fall prey to predators, a changing environment, disease, fatal accidental, or deliberate injury. Newborn organisms are the product of genetic drift and are not exact copies of their parents, allowing, as an example, an animal with heavier fur and more body fat to survive and pass on genes in a cooling space-time environment. Within the same litter may be born a sibling with thinner fur and less body fat more suited to a warmer environment. It's survival rate will be lower in that cooler environment.

Survivors pass on their genes. Death, therefore, is a feature of biological evolution.

Biologically speaking, parents serve their purpose by having reproduced. Species in which adults promptly die after having reproduced are more likely to thrive. The old harm the species when they compete with the young for food, shelter, and reproductive rights. Humans as long-lived primates are exceptions, but only because grandparents are significant survival factors in the lives of their children and grandchildren, and it is these advantaged grandchildren who then pass on their genes of longevity.

That which survives, survives.

As humans, though, we are interested in the fate of conscious individuals. We are concerned with our self-aware existence. We'll wear prosthetics to avoid approaching death. We already wear glasses, plastic teeth, hearing aids, and titanium knee joints. We'll do mechanical hearts, lungs, bones and muscles, as soon as they come on-line. We'll augment our brains with electronics. We'll live eons, if we can get by with it. What else are we if not our conscious selves?

In light of classical thinking, biological death implies the cessation of the consciousness of the individual and the destruction of the biological memory of the life of that individual. In the moment after death, it's as if we've never even existed. We endured an eternity of nonexistence before our births and now we're in for another eternity of oblivion following our deaths. A 'moment' following our deaths, eternity has passed and even our children and the world they lived in has evaporated in the heat of a dying sun.

Objective physical reality has no regard for the individual. In turn, the individual who declares himself or herself merely a physical biological entity can have no deep allegiance to a 'dead' reality in which conscious lives come and go like grass falling to the scythe each fall. Conscious reality is terminally conditional, it would seem, and beyond the conditions, there is no further reality to be had.

When we speak of life and death in such terms, our proper cultural attitude is to concur with the implications of classical physics. We define personal existence as conscious continuity from a third-person perspective, because we cannot experience our own deaths, and clearly conscious continuity gets broken a lot from a third-person perspective by sleep, comas, anesthesia, and death.

We see this happening to others. We do not experience our own unconsciousness except in terms of implication, as with awakening in a hospital bed, emaciated after a decade of comatose sleep. Conscious experience is otherwise continuous, although only an allusion. In terms of an 'objective physical reality', we'd be the same body, not the same 'person'. Under these circumstances, 'persons' are defined in purely physical terms. A consciousness brought to life after a decade is as fresh and new as the infant being born in the nearby maternity ward.

From a 'quantum' standpoint, this is not the case. Consciousness is a continuum by virtue of its acausal existence. A third-party space-time experience that includes our biological icon is relevant to that party, not to us. We may have dreamed during that ten year coma, but if we lose memory of the dream, the experience is still continuous, because biological memory is limited to providing continuity only for the space-time body. When we say that we take our environment with us from one conscious experience to another, it is a culmination of every change of our immanent Now experienced in terms of space-time. We carry with us connections to 'past' experience itself, each and every change experienced in the immanent Now, which is not memory, but selfhood.

If we have died in one world, we may seem to be saying that we may awaken in another 'parallel' reality in which our death does not occur, and this cannot happen, because a 'parallel' self already inhabits that world, but selves generate space-time; they are not contained within. Movement through quantum possibilities is that which provides us with our sense of time and space. 'Parallel' realities are conscious identities. Our superpositioned, undifferentiated sea of infinite possibility is their resource.

Believing in and accepting one's own inevitable death is not a terrifying prospect for many. We can't imagine nothingness, so we don't really believe it, and most of us are secretly intimidated, even terrified by the notion of personal immortality regardless. Or, we imagine heaven, but then we make a mockery of its infinite potential by never changing. What do we do with our millions upon billions of eons at our disposal? Nobody bothers to ask. Nobody cares. Nobody wants to do anything in particular. We just don't want to cease to be.

And we don't want to be challenged beyond our ability to understand the world. We don't want to change to the extent we fail to recognize ourselves for what we are. We only see one shared space-time world and its biosphere. It's hard to imagine that others must exist. Therefore, we assume they do not, or actively find rational ways to keep them at a safe distance. As mentioned, most interpretations of quantum theory find ways to peacefully coexist with Isaac Newton when we know it cannot be so.

In that fashion, by a process of denial, we escape the incredible and all it implies and retain the sanctuary and established security of 'what we see is what we get' here and now. The multiverse is nothing more than a rag-tag collection of Newtonian universes within which consciousness is, again, an epiphenomenon of a brain forever trapped in space-time.

Consciousness remains a subject untouched and untouchable because of the catastrophic effect it has upon our notion of objectivity, and nobody wants their comfort zone ruffled by an earthquake of that magnitude. We resist the more obvious implications of quantum theory until we become metaphysical jugglers tossing more and more Newtonian and Aristotelian beliefs and theories into the air rather than risk trying to fully integrate them, at which point the fallacies would fall away and leave us naked to a reality our animal brain is not equipped to handle. We forget the full extent of that which we've rendered airborne and the whole disorganized structure threatens to collapse upon our head. Or, it has already done so and we assiduously ignore the mess it has made.

Regardless of all that, no system can know itself. What the mind sees of itself is contained within the system. It has no way to step outside of itself to achieve any objective view of its nature aside from the illusion of 'otherness' offered by emotional dissociation. We can, in other words, pretend to be objective, if we wish, but internal objectivity is hardly true objectivity. Should we allow too much in the way of self-deception to satisfy our need for objectivity, we're are the equivalent of a dog disowning its own tail.

We, our consciousness, our bodies, our society, our civilization, our world, live inside human mirrors, and consciousness is the primary unknown that science can never isolate and study objectively, because the laboratory of science is wholly contained within the subjectivity of human minds and their limitations. A laboratory housing a thousand scientists monitoring satellites throughout the heavens remains a thousand interactive conscious sensory experiences laden with subjective emotional baggage that renders each incontrovertibly unique and  fully interactive, but never truly objective. The sensory icons of even the stars remain human, because we never see more of anything than we are capable of understanding.

Awareness of biological death beneath the spotlight of Isaac Newton's legacy has left us with an animal's view of reality. Dead is dead. Walk away from it. We have far more potential than that, however. Without tapping that potential, we starve ourselves emotionally. We need an 'out' if an 'out' exists, or we will kill one another en masse trying to safeguard the limited psychological resources of our space-time prisons.

We do have a way out. There's breathing room beyond if we would but make an effort to understand its nature. Some still believe the Earth is flat and angels pull stars across the sky. Most of us have updated that world-view. The world is matter and energy, objective and real, and we are veritable ghosts in the machine. But it's not our latest update. Stop at that point and we haven’t as yet escaped the dilemma of the first self-aware human beings. We are conscious. We are conscious of the world. What are we? What is it? Why are we here? Where did we come from? Where are we going?

Have we ever really answered any of these questions, or are we still hung up in the impossible paradox of mind and body that makes an answer impossible? Quantum theory resolves the dilemma, hardly more than an understanding of quantum superpositioning, entanglement, and interference. We are not saying at this point exactly how quantum theory applies to conscious reality as opposed to 'objective physical reality', but it should be clear by now that quantum theory is real and the notion of 'objective physical reality' questionable. It'll take an effort to adjust to our new paradigm, but we can at least begin the process. It's overdo and of critical importance to humanity in the twenty-first century. It undoes absolutely nothing of what science has accomplished in terms of information gained, but it implies an entirely new perspective within which to implement science and technology.

We, as a culture, have not as yet seriously considered the implications of any of this upon the nature of our lives. The closest we have come to contemplating eternal, varied existence is the concept of reincarnation. In terms of time and space, we live, learn, die, and repeat the process. Reincarnation is a compassionate fantasy as far as it goes. After all, why burn Adolph Hitler in hell? Better to feed his soul through the lives he affected for better or for worse. Without harming the man, Adolph would learn a lot reaping the feedback of his behavior of all his interacting lives. So would we all.

Quantum reality, though, goes far beyond our human focus in our human worlds. It's not at all anthropocentric, although being human, the central question is entirely anthropocentric. What about us? What does this mean for our personal conscious reality, especially if such conscious realities, human and otherwise, permeate reality to its very core?

So far, we've addressed the issue of death, but there's a flip-side to death. Where do babies come from? We're not speaking of biology, but of an apparently new consciousness entering our shared world. If consciousness has no beginning or end, what of the source of a newborn in terms of time and space?

During the course of our lives, quantum theory implies that we sidestep death and continue our history in terms of a constant biology, but when our bodies no longer function, sidestepping death no longer provides us with the opportunity to continue our biological history as we have known it. We each have a birth and a death as the horizons to our biological lives for this reason. We can't see beyond either in terms of space and time, but given an understanding of the synchronous structure to our lives, we can make good use of the analogy of reincarnation.

We've implied that we transcend our known world during sleep and so-called altered states of consciousness where we associate with resonate events beyond our known selves, and then access by virtue of that association events 'alien' to our history that we find useful. If we can fit these new features into our lives, we do so. Even in conventional terms, we sometimes sense that some unremembered dream has imbued our waking reality with unfamiliar feelings and perspectives.

As biological death approaches, we transcend our known reality in search for ties for our next moments of experience. There may be deep and well established patterns within conscious selves that oversee the process. We maintain our current biology in terms we are familiar with, but what needs to change if our current biology is no longer viable? If space and time are ways in which we process information and have no objective reality, our ability to continue our biological integrity 'elsewhere' falls upon our understanding of quantum entanglement to maintain the integrity of a system that may seem to disconnected in terms of time and space.

Keep in mind that we only have a definition of ourselves in terms of the space-time reality we manifest, which includes the part of our world we share with others and our biological bodies. If our moment to moment expression of that reality is drawn from superpositioned possibility and we are not imprisoned in space-time as we seem to be from standpoint of our biology-derived sensorium, we have no life-or-death loyalty to our current space-time circumstance. It will never dictate our reality or erect insurmountable barriers or limitations in our path.

Our biology is in itself a quantum structure shared by all who share it. Even in conventional terms, we see the sustainability of biology at work in almost independent fashion. We see it at work in terms of time and space, but we know by now that not all connections are visible in those same terms. The concept of quantum immortality, the fact that reality is acausal at heart, and the emergence of consciousness from biological newborns implied a connection. The processes belong to the same system.

In practical terms, we reach where we must to maintain our biology in space-time. It's a bit unsettling, perhaps, to imagine such possibilities endless, and the true size of the human race in terms of numbers a veritable infinity upon countless Earths and worlds like it. Perhaps the biology of the species to which we belong is a minor consideration. In terms of 'parallel' worlds, the further we dwell from the world we know, the more space-time variation we would see. We can imagine human worlds in which human biology is stretching the limits of our own definition of what it means to be human. Animals are born seeming to 'hit the ground running', as if they are familiar with the environment at birth. The far more complex reality of human may require a far greater investment in 'infrastructure', because the possibilities of being human far exceed those of beings whose worlds are smaller in scope.  

Those special liaisons of which we spoke are our future parents just as we may have been parents and a conduit through which a 'new' life emerged into our world. Likewise, the world of our future parents will become ours, in terms of space and time. Once a new biological foundation to our lives is established, once we are born, we begin the process of reacquiring our independence and moving as close as we are able to our new space-time ideal. Our new world contains is as much what we are as was the old, although superficial details will vary, just as in fiction when a story is told in terms of unimportant events and circumstances. It differs primarily in that it is free of the accumulation of errors that proved unsustainable in our old world, just as a tire will go flat driving down a highway in our current experience should it be pierced with a nail. Error is part of the information processing system of life. We can't have 'one plus one equals two' without first disposing of 'one plus one equals three'.

We are the history of our perspective of conscious experience. It's not something we carry along with us. It is what we are. Given the infinity of worlds to which we have access, we can access those that resonate with our values with absolute precision. Resonance is a form of belonging, sharing, a form of identity. We are always where we need to be and where others with whom we cooperate need us to be.

There's no way to directly confirm that this reincarnational process is specifically factual, although neither is there any way to retain a strictly Newtonian view of life and death. The growing need for a great deal of reconsideration of the nature of our lives lies before us as we become increasingly better educated in the nature of the reality within which we live, but is there any evidence at all that we invisibly sidestep death during the course of our biological life?

Anecdotally, we hear stories of momentary confusion following near-death incidents. Although this may be merely a psychological affect, perhaps confusion or distraction that caused the near accident to begin with, or the consequence of nervous shock following, the clue to look for is a 'supernatural' element to such stories. A woman falls asleep at the wheel of a car while driving at high speeds down a county highway in the early morning hours of a new day. She recovers an instant before colliding with a bridge abutment at high speed. A startled instant later, with no sense of transition at all, she's driving further on down the highway, unaffected by her moment of terminal crisis.

Her thought is, "What the hell just happened?" It's not at all unusual for those recovering from near fatal disease or injury to feel a stranger to the world in which they have survived. They can suffer for the balance of their lives the suspicion that they died, or should have, and yet lived on. If so, the dead do not come back to tell the living of what happens after death for clear reasons. There are no dead. Even when death does occur and a funeral takes place, the 'dead' are not aware of loss. From our point of view, if we are returning home to a loved one, why would there be a need to 'return' to let that loved one know of a death we did not experience? The loved one is at home waiting for us. 

Is it possible that we awaken some mornings feeling especially invigorated and seeing our life and the world around us in a fresh new light, oblivious to the fact that we died a slow and painful death an identical 'parallel' world of some unfortunate disease or genetic defect? From the perspective of our larger self, the most appropriate 'next moment' at the point of biological death is the most appropriate derived from the infinite smorgasbord of possibility available to us. There is no other world already in motion to join. We create a new one, readjust the connections we have with others who share these multitudinous experiences and nothing is lost in the transition. There is no need to be force-fit where we do not fully belong. Death is entirely a third-person experience. Life is multidimensional by nature.

In practical terms, what this all means exceeds the potential of the human imagination. If we think carefully about our lives, we could never have anticipated at birth the experience of a toddler. We could never have experienced as a toddler our first day at school. We could never have experienced as a preadolescent the wonders of sex and childbirth and the lives we would leave as adults. And as aged individuals looking back at the past because there is no future, we have no way of knowing what will happen at death. But we can live our lives with far greater satisfaction if we give the nature of space and time far greater consideration than we have in the past and await the next moment in time and space with literally baited breath.

In all probability, nothing we can imagine approaches the facts of our reality beyond the world we know. We exist in terms of space-time. It seems to be the forte of consciousness. If it is possible to consciously experience multiple conscious foci as some experience in dreams, it is not as yet a skill we wield with any expertise. If we have that potential, we can rest assured that we will acquire it in terms of time. We have roughly another half billion years remaining on this world before the sun heats and the core of the Earth cools and absorbs the oceans, in terms of time. In another few hundred thousand years, we will be unrecognizable to ourselves as we are now, another species entirely. We will have survived and flourished somewhere in the infinite potential of Platonia. If we have evolved as we see ourselves evolving currently, we will have become a blend of genetic engineering and technology more dynamic than nature could ever have created, and from there we can imagine that we will join those who manage entire universes. We can imagine all of this because the immanent Now is weeded of unviable error and founded upon success. With new understandings of the nature of time and space, we have no reason to believe the process can end in those terms.

And, yes, the universe will end someday in terms of time and space, but it is an acausal structure of which we speak, and alpha and omega are but poles of the spectrum of existence, like two sides of a fish bowel, two sides of an ocean, housing an ecology of life in between. In our case, we dwell where we choose within the structure, because the structure itself is what we ultimately are.

Imagination, though, works only with past experience. Isn't that an absolutely fascinating and frightening thought? Knowledge cannot be foreseen before it is discovered, explored, understood, and assimilated.  We forever stand on the brink between what we perceive as the past and the future. The past brought us to this immanent Now within which we continue to pick and choose, but the consequence of choice will take us totally by surprise.  

Would we want it any other way?

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